Tuesday, April 26, 2005
~ Work politics........ ~
11:04:00 pm
Hmm... Gonna sleep late tonight so might as well I just blog away...
Learnt about some work politics that is going on in my ward... I guess it's true what a few nurses have highlighted... On the surface, it looks like a real pleasant environment to work in... But no one will ever know what it is really like unless you are a staff there... I may just be a student there currently but given that I work with the staff nurses more frequently than before, I seem to observe things that maybe not many can see... Anyway, went to ask SN Ash (she's one of those whom I can seem to trust) who were the 'okay' ones in the ward... And guess what?? The nicest ones to you may not always be the best one... On the surface, they may look real kind to you but who knows what goes on behind you? And one of them? The nurse in charge of me... Not to say that I don't appreciate her or what but being her preceptee, I do feel that I get special treatments as compared to those with other preceptors... It's true that you should teach your preceptees things and it's so much more to our advantage but sometimes, I feel........... I don't really know how to explain either... Maybe it's a little unfair to the rest especially those without preceptors... Good things are meant to be shared... But then again, what's fair in life right??
Just gotta learn to put my guard on at times especially with those people around... If you let your guard down, that's it... They will find fault in you... I've seen it happen... Just don't wish the same thing to happen to me...
It's still early... Let me find some other things to do...
Will be on night duty tomorrow... Kinda looking forward to it...
Ciao!
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
